Hope

I've held the mast, in all the past

I'd never let it go

Be wind, be tide with all their might

I'd never let it go

What ever comes in all my sight
I'll fight

I'll never let it go

My only hope, the only hope

That I conquer all fear

I hold the mast, to reach the shore

Coz I know, you would be there.  

the fight

Every time the horn sounds

Every time the flag is raised

I’ll walk this road

With my shield and my sword

To the open gate

Will pull myself and

Walk straight

Across that open gate

Wounds won’t pain

Injuries won’t bother

When I had crossed that gate

I stand tall, I stand brave

Only in my heart I know

I see my grave

The battle is lost

The enemy strong

Still I stand as ‘hope’

Might not for long

Sometimes my shield falls

Sometime I pick my sword

All I know that I have to fight

Not for me but for the belief

That I’m strong and I”ll win

I bled yesterday and

I bleed today

I’ll fight tomorrow

If this is not my last day

 As I’m a hero in those eyes

For whom I’ll fight, to die

The Sun

Someday I’ll steal the sun

All the light that comes out of it

Hide it under the ground that day

Give it a grave and leave it inside to burn

It would be a perfect crime

No light to find me

In the dark I’ll hide and smile

And people will forget the sun

As the always do in a while

That day I’ll come back

Carrying the sun

Put it in the sky

And let it burn

I’ll be God that day

Bestowed with all the love

To reign, to rule

to have my wish

Till then I’ll hide

and wait for them to see me

in this light of the Sun

as there lies a dark in me

which can never burn

It will someday make me 

steal the Sun

Lost Words

Sorry, the words are lost

and I can't find

the stars, the moon..

or any thing divine

I just sit here, wanting to write

Something about you

That is suddenly

So hard to define

You

I linger to search everywhere

In my mind, so much of you

But still none

I pick a thread whose end is lost

I try to pull it, but all in vain

it was there but it is gone now

so I pick another

to pull and loose it again

Nothing absolutely nothing

I retain in my hands from

That pool of you

You are so much there yet none

It is so full but empty

I'll try again, maybe not now

some day when I find words

for you, to complete

the unwritten, you.

my world

They tell me the world is mine,
but this is not MY WORLD
they tel me I"ll be never left behind
but I walk alone
there is a crowd of friends
but I stand silent
I hold the torch but stand in dark
I'm sanely mine, but insanely YOURS

The King

You know someone said that the worlds a stage
And each must play a part.
Fate had me playing in love you as my sweet heart.
Act one was when we met, I loved you at first glance
You read your line so cleverly and never missed a cue
Then came act two, you seemed to change and you acted strange
And why I'll never know.
Honey, you lied when you said you loved me
And I had no cause to doubt you.
But I'd rather go on hearing your lies
Than go on living without you.
Now the stage is bare and Im standing there
With emptiness all around
And if you wont come back to me
Then make them bring the curtain down.

-Elvis (Are you lonesome tonight)

The Door

On this door I wanted to knock, which will open, if I did
but i didn't...don't know why
It was night, it was raining, and I had nowhere to go..
It couldn't have been worse...
Still I didn't...
I was told, when I loose it all, I can come and just knock
and it will open...Tonight i had lost it all
still I didn't
Did I loose this door too...or is it this door I had only lost?
I can see everything outside the door...reachable..
what I can't see is inside...still that is the only hope, I know
still i didn't
I can't go back, I can't knock...I just stand there..watching
thinking...if that someone inside needs me as much..
to open just to check if I'm outside...
that's why i didn't...
I have nowhere to go...no one to lean..
so I'll stand here and wait..for that one to check and let me in.
But somewhere I feel to just Knock...coz that someone won't know
and is waiting like me..